I haven’t written anything on here for ages. I guess i haven’t had anything to write and still don’t really.

Life has been hectic i’m back at work, training, dieting spending time with my family and my man and i’m finding it tough to keep it all together and feel like i am doing a half a*sed job at everything. In saying that on the weekend i sorted a few things out and will use this week as a re organising week.

This morning i have been to Body pump and have eaten a healthy breakfast of weetbix and fruit (with full fat milk though, i forgot my not fat milk and work only had full cream).

I’ve got healthy snacks (banana and air popped pop corn and herbal teas) and i’m going to document it in journal too. Tracking has always been sucessful for me sometimes i wonder why i don’t do it ALL the time.

I’m looking for balance in all areas of my life at the moment

I’m only going to do one gym session per day. If i want to do more exercise i will go running with my man or on my own. Training twice a day doesn’t serve me well and running is always the last exercise i will do even though i feel excellent after i do it.

The love bug has hit me hard and after being apprehensive about my relationship it’s going really good and i am in love ladies. Though we both agree that we were spending too much time together and maybe we need to slow things down a touch.

I also want to get through reading all my Tosca reno books and really make the full commitment to eating clean and i so need to get my stuff sorted by friday the 15th of Feb coz that is when my TAFE course starts and i want to be on top of it. Doing a course at my age i don’t want to bugger around like i did when i went to uni i want to be one of those nerds that does all the reading and finishes assignments before they are due.

I missed the start of the big shows last night (biggest loser and so you think you can dance) coz i was at the movies seeing Cloverfield it was alright i quite enjoyed it. We had free tickets it’s not something i would go and see at the movies ordinarily but it wasn’t at all as bad as i thought it would be.

I’m working on my finances too coz i’m sick of being broke all the time this is another thing i don’t really like to look at coz it’s too depressing but i really have to start taking responsibility for my spending and make some tough decisions. work out a budget and stick to it.

OK off to do some work now plenty of that waiting for me.

NOTE: I can’t weigh myself coz my boss stole the work scales ((( Will have to do a shopping centre effort