Ok so blogging is so out right now or at least all the blogs i used to read have been deleted or rarely get updated.

So i thought i better right in mine coz i feel like i am back to square one. Got chucked by the boy so i am a love pariah once again. Oh yay!!!

i am 93kg so 6 more than my lowest weight but i have lost like 4kg just from not eating due to anxiety over the break up etc etc but i don’t like this feeling because i am not in control not eating is not me i am an eater otherwise i wouldn’t be overweight.

i went to the gym 4 times last week and need to at least match that this week.

anyway just wanted to start blogging again will write again soon